I have been wanting to start my own blog since last January. But because I always wanted to start with buying my own domain name and such, but didn't bother to figure out how to do it, so I kept procrastinating.
Last night while scrolling through my feed, I stumbled upon xlog and thought I could start now. After all, the main purpose of writing a blog is just to record and leave traces of my life in the fast-paced years. Otherwise, time keeps flowing day after day, and I feel like I haven't left anything behind. I envy those who remember many milestones in their lives very clearly, so now I also want to record many unforgettable moments in my life.
Recently, I don't have much desire to study. It seems like I wake up close to lunchtime every day, then eat, and do some miscellaneous things. For example, today after lunch, I returned to the dormitory and offered to help my roommate with her makeup because she had an interview in the evening. I'm not really good at makeup, but I find it interesting to do it for others. As a makeup novice, my movements are relatively slow, and combined with the mismatched colors, after several makeup changes, I finally completed a look that I think is beautiful and my roommate is also satisfied with. Later, I curled her hair, which had a very trendy and beautiful Hong Kong style.
But actually, I have always had my final project on my mind. I plan to start it every day, but somehow I don't feel like doing it, which always puts me in a dull mood.
Why is that? Why don't you want to start working on your final project? Is it because you think it's too difficult? But in the previous presentations, you only started preparing a few hours on the day of the presentation and went to present in the evening, so it's not that difficult, right? But actually, you felt guilty during the presentation, you thought you were not good enough, and in fact, you were indeed not good enough. But the teacher is still so good, you never ask the teacher any questions, and the teacher encourages you to communicate and interact more if you have any questions.
Don't be afraid, I know you may have a kind of pride that thinks highly of yourself, and a kind of inferiority that thinks you are not as good as others. But when faced with real things, just solve the problem. Don't think too much, just focus on solving the problem, completing your final project, reading the books you want to read, and learning the things you want to learn.
One more thing, you always want to wait until a certain time to start doing something, wait until that period of time is over to start doing something. But have you noticed that when that time comes, when that period of time is over, you still haven't started doing what you want to do. If you want to do something, the best time is now.
I always believe that as long as you are willing to do something, you will eventually succeed.